[KiHae] With or without you
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Thoughts
I miss you, I know I should not have gone so far, but it is my job.
I feel like our love is slowly crumbling before our very eyes.
Tears running down my face for weeks, my heart clenched like a puñoy my weak body lying on the bed I say how much I miss you, how strange to be next to you .. embraced.
Perhaps that will become of us when we meet ... faking a smile and giving us a forced kiss, why? because these bloody borders are killing our love slowly and painfully.
"I'm busy, bye"
was the last thing you hear in your mouth, that day I called. I called because I missed you, porque aún te extraño y seguiré haciendolo hasta que te vea, y vea tu cara desinteresada, como si no fueras a verme a mi, como si solo fueras a ver a los demas y a mi solo me observes de reojo, como si nunca hubieramos tenido algo. Como si nunca hubieramos sentido amor.
Quiero que hablemos como antes, que te rías del silencio que se provoca cuando no tenemos nada de que hablar.. sentir esa risa tuya, tan particular. Porque no es la sonrisa de actor, no es la sonrisa que haces frente a las camaras.. es una sonrisa sincera, hermosa.
"Idiota..." digo para mi mismo mientras las lágrimas se apoderan nuevamente de mí. My body sinks, making me feel small, making me feel just denuevo, I feel without you.
Maybe it's destiny that wanted everything to go well .. perhaps we are not meant to be together, Kibum.
. Soledad
I without you three months ago, and we stopped talking for two weeks .. What happened?
just do not know, nose is separating us this way. Damn boundaries
you away from me, that make ours vanish 'Slowly and painfully ' (side note: what Donghae said as well, so I put it in quotes)
Hyung, what will I do when I see you?, with what face will give you a kiss? ..
miss you miss you only, I want to talk to you but I'm afraid to call you, I fear you no longer feel the same .. all feelings are erased from your heart ... I
courage to speak with you, I want to tell you value T and love, I love you Lee Donghae
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Awareness
all day Thinking of you makes me evil, others are realizing ... and that's bad. Maybe take me to the doctor if I thus depressed.
"I still love Kyuhyun ...?" I said from the door, and I just do not know. Do not want to talk about this with someone, I do not see me fall apart ...
"Ok, I just answered. Hyung, do not be silly .. call it! "I keep saying, ahoira has approached me and sits on the edge of the bed. What I can say? I have only strength to endure the crying, I do not get no voice.
"You live to be damage, are treated badly and are cold .. WHAT FOR? Donghae, you love that idiot! Why do they suffer? "Says Kyuhyun exalted me, making me melt in tears. I could not take anymore, he says KyuHyun is true, but .. I dare not speak
Kyuhyun not stand to see us and see how it is crumbling Slowly and painfully.
Everyone realizes what happens, Ryeowook looks just me trying to talk ... but he knows he does not listen. All look at me, trying to close ... but nobody does. So pathetic I am?
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Memories
I went out to walk, I needed to breathe.
walk in the park we attended. Remember when we sat eating ice cream on the lawn, when you lean on my shoulder and smiled when you kissed my cheek and then you blush. Why it seemed that you were the child? You were so childish, so tender. I had forgotten how nice it was to be with you.
remember those times with nostalgia, while tears rolled down my cheeks. What we are
happening, hyung?
I am determined not want this to end ... and if I call you never know if you want to go ...
. Speaking - finally
-Kibum, today you're not busy? - Voice say sorry, it seems strange to call me ...
"Something called ...-
Then there is that awkward silence that before only you could break ...
-How have you been? Beware sick! The kids are alright? mandalas my regards .. What are you doing? - I said after I fell a minute ... we note that these nervous.
"I'm fine, the guys also ... and was now .. ehh ..- How do I tell was crying because I miss?
"You were?
..-" I was watching TV! if it ...- I'm a mess to lie ...
-Hyung
...- ok, did not notice
- What? -
"I love you ...-
My mind went blank, no words, just smiled .. . feeling as more tears rolled down my cheeks, tears of happiness ... "I
.. Bummie-ah - I replied in tears, I noticed what
easily
-I hope you get then, because I miss you very much, "she says, crying too
" I'll call later, ok? I do not think that delay in returning, "I said trying to calm my tears
" Well, I'll cut .. Adios! - I said, waiting for a response
-bye, Bummie ... I love you, "he answered. Then I felt a giggle, the kind typical of Kibum, those that I missed both. Cut me and I jumped on the bed, is a smile on his face ...
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Donghae Back again today, I will do when nose llegue. No me quiero poner a llorar en frente de él, no si va a haber tanta gente allí.
HeeChul esta exaltado, corre por todas partes. No es para menos... hoy vuelve Siwon también, y si yo fuera como Heechul estaría igual, aunque afortunadamente no soy así.
Luego de un rato nos recogió la van y nos dejo en el aeropuerto.
Por alguna extraña razón la prensa no llegó, por suerte que no llegó.. porque podré abrazar libremente a mi Donghae
Lo divisé a lo lejos, haciendome señas y sonriendo. No pude avoid running to him, which he imitated.
I did not care that everyone else looking him and Henry Zhoumi stay with her mouth open and no one had told them that ... Well, we were a couple.
I hugged him and jumped on top of me, putting to mourn like crazy. I whispered "I love you a thousand times, maybe more.
then separated from me and looked me in the eye for a while, slowly approaching my lips together in a beautiful kiss.
I do not care that they Zhoumi Henry and deformed his face when he saw that scene, aside from the passionate kiss precencia Heechul with Siwon and Kyuhyun Sungmin devouring.
"Nobody had told us .. nothing, "whispered Henry with a face that I would have liked to record
-Oh yeah! Donghae and Kibum are dating, like Heechul and Siwon, Kyuhyun and Sungmin and Kangin Leeteuk with, "said Hankyung in Chinese, so that almost no one understood. Still somehow Leeteuk knew what he had said and gave him a dirty look.
everything was back to being as before .. two loving each other like idiots
"will not let you away from me, so if you go I'll go with you! - Donghae told when we had arrived at the house
" Do not worry, we will be together forever " I said then kissed me tenderly
I love you, I love you Lee Donghae
* Note: we KiHae few fans, but for some reason I was inspired to write a oneshoot of KiHae!
* bored of EunHae * nahhh, just like me .. EunHae although LLEA KIHAE LA! yayayay
xDDD I *-* I byee!
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