Pamphlet On Blood Donation

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dream come true ~ I have so many things on my mind, so much killing me inside and still pretend to be good all day.
And really do not know how I succeed.
First, my parents forbade me 'something' that hurts the soul. Quizas me duele no poder decirle la verdad a la persona involucrada, pq a nadie le gusta romper el corazon de alguien que estimas tanto.
Porque yo se que eso abriría una gran herida en su corazóny de paso haria sentir mal a su familia y muchas personas mas. I know my parents do pq pq love me and want the best for me and that nothing bad happens to me, but this is collapsing me and I'm starting to feel sick.
hate lying, and that is forcing me to do my mother, lying, lying to someone that I adore. Because if it were not that person, I might as well. But I love her and I want you to suffer with something.
not argue with the decision of my parents, because they do because I love and I want to protect. but still makes me feel bad.
Secondly, very strange and increasingly darker and, to my best friend. He moved to Spain, and perhaps not ever again - because his father was living there for work and blah blah blah ~ and had to go there. And the truth is that he was so staunch in my life that makes me ill be so far from him. I feel lonely, pq was the only one I really entendíay was always with me.
Third, another friend of mine who is in USA, the extrañoy need it. Whenever I felt bad I knew I could go home for at least the weekend and relax a little. She lives two hours from the mine. _. so it was a sacrifice to go at times, but when I needed simplemeente did. And when he could not travel, could simply call and I vented, but now we can only talk on msn if I have luck to find connected u_u .. tb that makes me bad.
And finally, 'that person' that has me soooo bad.
Actually, before when you were so worried about me, pq was not so clear that only draws attention being, but now every time that these 'bad' and send me to hell, do not take into account.
Before if I said something and just swallowed it and insisted I asked you a thousand times' with you? " until you told me. but now, although I'm interested, I do not. Cuz you just want to draw attention and that bothers me about you.
I love you, and know I could not 'get away', because quite ~ we are physically away - from you.
Even though you are miles away from me, I have in my corazóny cost me leave you alone when you're wrong, but I want to learn to not be so bad and not to treat issues not have anything to do with me . For thus you treat me badly, send me to hell, insult me and why? that I, I try you're always right, but I got tired of you and still adore you.
I want the best for you, and if that includes you make all this effort to get away from you .. I will.



Aish, me vent:)


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