Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Lifesaver Smoke Alarm Wont Stop Beeping

T__T crazy dreams! Uu

Today I dreamed something that left me in a way that I woke up at 7 and could not sleep again because the emotion xd. I think now I can understand the pancha with what I said since he had dreamed was in love with Donghae. Well, Donghae was my love and it hurts to hear that your best friend (?) But Dahhan, last night I understood it completely.
The dream was something like I was dancing

Rokkugo with SJ-T (???) in a rehearsal room and Leeteuk was angry and like I was wrong and everyone was like. __. ... I sat on the floor and Heechul came to me and sat in front of me, and say like 'I'm with you ..' hands and took me *-* and I said '... because I like you very much 'and I hugged him and felt sooo real (LLL) was rich *-* xD and as we went out to the mall and I went to see pancha pq I called there and blah blah blah .. and arrived with Donghae: e_e: Heechul and just gave me a kiss * dies * and nose ERA Demaçi REAAAL AHH ~ I have a feeling yet so asdasd *-*! and pancha got angry and left, and then as we talked and I said like Heechul qe was hers and I was selfish and roasted! qe and I told him she had taken my Donggie ~ and at least deserved Chula be happy with me, D and end like Heechul volvíaa be with, and just as he is a 'princess' (the cinderella po; D) I said 'I'll be your prince ~' and gave him another kiss *-* And I have the same sensation as when he dreamed pancha Donghae * u * a well of love overnight. Pancha, are signals for qe Switch pairs (?????)


T___T Ahh, just when I was going to love Donghae, Cinderella comes to steal my heart, GRT launches e_e
But .. I do not understand, pq Heechul has to be the princess T__T? xD I have roll of man in the relationship (?)
yaya, me voi *-*

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Lactose Intolerance And Dermatomyositis



The truth .. is that words are simply here say things that go through my mind suddenly and I know you do not feel the same .. I have it clear. Moreover, I have the impression that gives you the same ..

some time, not too long nor too short .. I realized that things began to change, is not it, do not you see that? doi unfortunately I notice things quickly but not want to do, because I really did not realize I would have liked it.

We have distanced ourselves, not whether large or small, if not now or for a long time ... not sure if our friendship will endure as we want .. because I think our friendship now is as if by 'commitment' and not because at least you feel it as such. Not if you ... do not know if I am, not what is happening and if ideas are not really mine or is occurring.

But if you really really happens and if you feel it .. I would like us to do something to prevent this is over .. because I am appalled by the idea to get away from you forever, because it has happened before and I've been up today so ..

ideas are mine and I hope all is well as always ..
I hope that if you go, be happy.

Farewell ...

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[ Once I really wonder if our friendship was worth, but I never answered, and now that I to think, I've never formed a friendship, I have the feeling that you never loved me or paying attention, never thought "and will be ..." I never felt that you needed when I was not, never thought me as a friend but I do, I always turned to you when I was wrong, in those cases never comforted me and gave an answer, when I called ponies voice "without interest ", when you advised that you said you would see" asshh, again? "I've always had my stuff. Perhaps that we should finish something that never started .. ]

That last I wrote in .. o_o March last year and now I regret pq changed my feelings to this person and I love it *-* (LLL)