Saturday, April 4, 2009

Daughter Wants A Suspender Belt

AN CAFE EN CHILE!

yes, far the most exciting of my life *-*
start by the beginning of my day:

I got up at 6:45, got dressed and took breakfast and thinking about what zombie happen in a few hours.
finally left my house at 7:45, arrive at school at 8:00 and started running.
saw the Pancha, I asked her bag (and would stay in my house and would be better pasarselo my mom who was still parked near the high school) and went to leave it to my mom *-*.
ran to the classroom and ran to get me an apron to biology with emotion as bean I forgot everything I had to do for that day xD.

bueh, the thing is that the day was spent more than SLOW xD and did not pay attention to almost walk, watching the flies and I thought, I thought, they only pensaaaaba *-*.
Then we went to my house with the Pancha, I smoothed his hair with the straightening of the CAMIP (qe is muuuuuuuucho range and is better than mine) and I'm like hair xDDDD Taemin
and felt ... Taemin xD.

After running all over my house and eat anything .. we went by car with talde sexymente sudden nerve as well as' AN CAFE! * Hits the pancha * '
And we came at 6:30 Caupolican theater. We move more
that almost ran so fast (?) and we finally; D! We arrived
pancha Plataea and qe told me we were next to Kanon xD and there were until we saw the Kana and ran towards her (which was only meters away from us as the middle of where we were).
met 3 people that were great xD; DDD! the remaining hours spent playing pure nonsense, running, playing central central xDDDDDDDD! cachipun and volatile xDDD! And after largaaaas
ultra puntualente hours began at 9.
but wave at 21:00:00! xD
xDDDDDDD
term coldly calculated the background music, the lights lit up the public and beautifully stage with flashing lights and blinding (?). Salio
very happily waving Teruki (L) after jumping Yuuki as if springs in the feet xDDD do not know if or takuya kanon came later, but bueh, Kanon entered as well as all sexy asdasd xD! xD hand fed, but still do not like at all. Takuya entered .. nomas as (?) so wave hello!
and miku xD, OHHH! ~ was a pony (?) was sooo chiquititoo
esqe.
started with Cherry Saku Yuuki, and I was felizXDDDDDDDDD! Snow scene
in almost cried, I remembered to Bou ;__;!
Nyappy in the world 4 ~ OH The MEJOOOR! yuuki signin jumping and being ñaaaape!
xD I felt bad in Aroma Dx, ;_____; me very dizzy and I threw my thingy wind
buehh Afro Ken, was passed around quickly and grabbed the bottle pancha miku, the kana tb grab one, they stepped, miku throw a ball and fell in GALLERY! XDD
and finally, Teruki SALUTE ME *-*
so far with his two little hands, and I died! I beckoned
half an hour and caught me and greeted me from afar and then happily went *-* qe
and I think there mori! Salio XD kanon

ultra regardless, I hate e_e!


THE GO GREAT!
upload videos to youtube maybe, DD
chauu:)


my

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Pamphlet On Blood Donation

'blah, blah'

dream come true ~ I have so many things on my mind, so much killing me inside and still pretend to be good all day.
And really do not know how I succeed.
First, my parents forbade me 'something' that hurts the soul. Quizas me duele no poder decirle la verdad a la persona involucrada, pq a nadie le gusta romper el corazon de alguien que estimas tanto.
Porque yo se que eso abriría una gran herida en su corazóny de paso haria sentir mal a su familia y muchas personas mas. I know my parents do pq pq love me and want the best for me and that nothing bad happens to me, but this is collapsing me and I'm starting to feel sick.
hate lying, and that is forcing me to do my mother, lying, lying to someone that I adore. Because if it were not that person, I might as well. But I love her and I want you to suffer with something.
not argue with the decision of my parents, because they do because I love and I want to protect. but still makes me feel bad.
Secondly, very strange and increasingly darker and, to my best friend. He moved to Spain, and perhaps not ever again - because his father was living there for work and blah blah blah ~ and had to go there. And the truth is that he was so staunch in my life that makes me ill be so far from him. I feel lonely, pq was the only one I really entendíay was always with me.
Third, another friend of mine who is in USA, the extrañoy need it. Whenever I felt bad I knew I could go home for at least the weekend and relax a little. She lives two hours from the mine. _. so it was a sacrifice to go at times, but when I needed simplemeente did. And when he could not travel, could simply call and I vented, but now we can only talk on msn if I have luck to find connected u_u .. tb that makes me bad.
And finally, 'that person' that has me soooo bad.
Actually, before when you were so worried about me, pq was not so clear that only draws attention being, but now every time that these 'bad' and send me to hell, do not take into account.
Before if I said something and just swallowed it and insisted I asked you a thousand times' with you? " until you told me. but now, although I'm interested, I do not. Cuz you just want to draw attention and that bothers me about you.
I love you, and know I could not 'get away', because quite ~ we are physically away - from you.
Even though you are miles away from me, I have in my corazóny cost me leave you alone when you're wrong, but I want to learn to not be so bad and not to treat issues not have anything to do with me . For thus you treat me badly, send me to hell, insult me and why? that I, I try you're always right, but I got tired of you and still adore you.
I want the best for you, and if that includes you make all this effort to get away from you .. I will.



Aish, me vent:)


ADIOS .-


Monday, March 23, 2009

Who Carries Smooth Move Tea

ataaaque (?)

I have so many tests this week * cries * and that leads only as a month of classes o.ó
I imagine how it will all year, OO;! ! Test Tomorrow
matemáticaaas ~ if the teacher does not change: S
and physics, that if faaaácil! Biologíay
Thursday of Friday of Language. For such study it more pq know nothing, 'DD!

UUUY! Need so little to the An Cafe concert that love *___* aishhh asdbasdb mueeeero me! emotion emotion (?)

AAAAAHH! the hair of Victor (a partner ..) is that of IGUAAL Jonghyun!
is exciting to see him run, xDD
and today I had to laugh, pq got glasses so everything looked SERSIA asdad (???) and I watched as

idiotaaa
xDD And I still have dreams rarefied ..
most Heechul, Donghae and Kyuhyun

yayayayay o_o I'll challenge my mom pq (!
CHAUUUU (LLLLL)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Lifesaver Smoke Alarm Wont Stop Beeping

T__T crazy dreams! Uu

Today I dreamed something that left me in a way that I woke up at 7 and could not sleep again because the emotion xd. I think now I can understand the pancha with what I said since he had dreamed was in love with Donghae. Well, Donghae was my love and it hurts to hear that your best friend (?) But Dahhan, last night I understood it completely.
The dream was something like I was dancing

Rokkugo with SJ-T (???) in a rehearsal room and Leeteuk was angry and like I was wrong and everyone was like. __. ... I sat on the floor and Heechul came to me and sat in front of me, and say like 'I'm with you ..' hands and took me *-* and I said '... because I like you very much 'and I hugged him and felt sooo real (LLL) was rich *-* xD and as we went out to the mall and I went to see pancha pq I called there and blah blah blah .. and arrived with Donghae: e_e: Heechul and just gave me a kiss * dies * and nose ERA Demaçi REAAAL AHH ~ I have a feeling yet so asdasd *-*! and pancha got angry and left, and then as we talked and I said like Heechul qe was hers and I was selfish and roasted! qe and I told him she had taken my Donggie ~ and at least deserved Chula be happy with me, D and end like Heechul volvíaa be with, and just as he is a 'princess' (the cinderella po; D) I said 'I'll be your prince ~' and gave him another kiss *-* And I have the same sensation as when he dreamed pancha Donghae * u * a well of love overnight. Pancha, are signals for qe Switch pairs (?????)


T___T Ahh, just when I was going to love Donghae, Cinderella comes to steal my heart, GRT launches e_e
But .. I do not understand, pq Heechul has to be the princess T__T? xD I have roll of man in the relationship (?)
yaya, me voi *-*

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Lactose Intolerance And Dermatomyositis



The truth .. is that words are simply here say things that go through my mind suddenly and I know you do not feel the same .. I have it clear. Moreover, I have the impression that gives you the same ..

some time, not too long nor too short .. I realized that things began to change, is not it, do not you see that? doi unfortunately I notice things quickly but not want to do, because I really did not realize I would have liked it.

We have distanced ourselves, not whether large or small, if not now or for a long time ... not sure if our friendship will endure as we want .. because I think our friendship now is as if by 'commitment' and not because at least you feel it as such. Not if you ... do not know if I am, not what is happening and if ideas are not really mine or is occurring.

But if you really really happens and if you feel it .. I would like us to do something to prevent this is over .. because I am appalled by the idea to get away from you forever, because it has happened before and I've been up today so ..

ideas are mine and I hope all is well as always ..
I hope that if you go, be happy.

Farewell ...

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[ Once I really wonder if our friendship was worth, but I never answered, and now that I to think, I've never formed a friendship, I have the feeling that you never loved me or paying attention, never thought "and will be ..." I never felt that you needed when I was not, never thought me as a friend but I do, I always turned to you when I was wrong, in those cases never comforted me and gave an answer, when I called ponies voice "without interest ", when you advised that you said you would see" asshh, again? "I've always had my stuff. Perhaps that we should finish something that never started .. ]

That last I wrote in .. o_o March last year and now I regret pq changed my feelings to this person and I love it *-* (LLL)

Monday, January 26, 2009

One Piece Anime Nami Hot

[KiHae] With or without you


.
Thoughts
I miss you, I know I should not have gone so far, but it is my job.
I feel like our love is slowly crumbling before our very eyes.
Tears running down my face for weeks, my heart clenched like a puñoy my weak body lying on the bed I say how much I miss you, how strange to be next to you .. embraced.
Perhaps that will become of us when we meet ... faking a smile and giving us a forced kiss, why? because these bloody borders are killing our love slowly and painfully.

"I'm busy, bye"

was the last thing you hear in your mouth, that day I called. I called because I missed you, porque aún te extraño y seguiré haciendolo hasta que te vea, y vea tu cara desinteresada, como si no fueras a verme a mi, como si solo fueras a ver a los demas y a mi solo me observes de reojo, como si nunca hubieramos tenido algo. Como si nunca hubieramos sentido amor.

Quiero que hablemos como antes, que te rías del silencio que se provoca cuando no tenemos nada de que hablar.. sentir esa risa tuya, tan particular. Porque no es la sonrisa de actor, no es la sonrisa que haces frente a las camaras.. es una sonrisa sincera, hermosa.

"Idiota..."  digo para mi mismo mientras las lágrimas se apoderan nuevamente de mí. My body sinks, making me feel small, making me feel just denuevo, I feel without you.
Maybe it's destiny that wanted everything to go well .. perhaps we are not meant to be together, Kibum.

. Soledad

I without you three months ago, and we stopped talking for two weeks .. What happened?
just do not know, nose is separating us this way. Damn boundaries
you away from me, that make ours vanish 'Slowly and painfully ' (side note: what Donghae said as well, so I put it in quotes)

Hyung, what will I do when I see you?, with what face will give you a kiss? ..
miss you miss you only, I want to talk to you but I'm afraid to call you, I fear you no longer feel the same .. all feelings are erased from your heart ... I

courage to speak with you, I want to tell you value T and love, I love you Lee Donghae

.
Awareness
all day Thinking of you makes me evil, others are realizing ... and that's bad. Maybe take me to the doctor if I thus depressed.

"I still love Kyuhyun ...?" I said from the door, and I just do not know. Do not want to talk about this with someone, I do not see me fall apart ...

"Ok, I just answered. Hyung, do not be silly .. call it! "I keep saying, ahoira has approached me and sits on the edge of the bed. What I can say? I have only strength to endure the crying, I do not get no voice.

"You live to be damage, are treated badly and are cold .. WHAT FOR? Donghae, you love that idiot! Why do they suffer? "Says Kyuhyun exalted me, making me melt in tears. I could not take anymore, he says KyuHyun is true, but .. I dare not speak
Kyuhyun not stand to see us and see how it is crumbling Slowly and painfully.
Everyone realizes what happens, Ryeowook looks just me trying to talk ... but he knows he does not listen. All look at me, trying to close ... but nobody does. So pathetic I am?

.
Memories
I went out to walk, I needed to breathe.
walk in the park we attended. Remember when we sat eating ice cream on the lawn, when you lean on my shoulder and smiled when you kissed my cheek and then you blush. Why it seemed that you were the child? You were so childish, so tender. I had forgotten how nice it was to be with you.
remember those times with nostalgia, while tears rolled down my cheeks. What we are
happening, hyung?
I am determined not want this to end ... and if I call you never know if you want to go ...

. Speaking - finally

-Kibum, today you're not busy? - Voice say sorry, it seems strange to call me ...

"Something called ...-

Then there is that awkward silence that before only you could break ...

-How have you been? Beware sick! The kids are alright? mandalas my regards .. What are you doing? - I said after I fell a minute ... we note that these nervous.

"I'm fine, the guys also ... and was now .. ehh ..- How do I tell was crying because I miss?

"You were?

..-" I was watching TV! if it ...- I'm a mess to lie ...
-Hyung
...- ok, did not notice

- What? -

"I love you ...-

My mind went blank, no words, just smiled .. . feeling as more tears rolled down my cheeks, tears of happiness ... "I

.. Bummie-ah - I replied in tears, I noticed what
easily
-I hope you get then, because I miss you very much, "she says, crying too

" I'll call later, ok? I do not think that delay in returning, "I said trying to calm my tears

" Well, I'll cut .. Adios! - I said, waiting for a response

-bye, Bummie ... I love you, "he answered. Then I felt a giggle, the kind typical of Kibum, those that I missed both. Cut me and I jumped on the bed, is a smile on his face ...

.

Donghae Back again today, I will do when nose llegue. No me quiero poner a llorar en frente de él, no si va a haber tanta gente allí.
HeeChul esta exaltado, corre por todas partes. No es para menos... hoy vuelve Siwon también, y si yo fuera como Heechul estaría igual, aunque afortunadamente no soy así.

Luego de un rato nos recogió la van y nos dejo en el aeropuerto.
Por alguna extraña razón la prensa no llegó, por suerte que no llegó.. porque podré abrazar libremente a mi Donghae

Lo divisé a lo lejos, haciendome señas y sonriendo. No pude avoid running to him, which he imitated.
I did not care that everyone else looking him and Henry Zhoumi stay with her mouth open and no one had told them that ... Well, we were a couple.
I hugged him and jumped on top of me, putting to mourn like crazy. I whispered "I love you a thousand times, maybe more.
then separated from me and looked me in the eye for a while, slowly approaching my lips together in a beautiful kiss.
I do not care that they Zhoumi Henry and deformed his face when he saw that scene, aside from the passionate kiss precencia Heechul with Siwon and Kyuhyun Sungmin devouring.

"Nobody had told us .. nothing, "whispered Henry with a face that I would have liked to record

-Oh yeah! Donghae and Kibum are dating, like Heechul and Siwon, Kyuhyun and Sungmin and Kangin Leeteuk with, "said Hankyung in Chinese, so that almost no one understood. Still somehow Leeteuk knew what he had said and gave him a dirty look.

everything was back to being as before .. two loving each other like idiots
"will not let you away from me, so if you go I'll go with you! - Donghae told when we had arrived at the house

" Do not worry, we will be together forever " I said then kissed me tenderly


I love you, I love you Lee Donghae



* Note: we KiHae few fans, but for some reason I was inspired to write a oneshoot of KiHae!
* bored of EunHae * nahhh, just like me .. EunHae although LLEA KIHAE LA! yayayay
xDDD I *-* I byee!

Monday, January 12, 2009

Accommodation Near Nuh Singapore

Classical ... o_o

I think I started to like classical music quite by Nodame Cantabile, a drama. I returned to my passion for violíny hope I can enter this year's workshop music of my community, and if income ... Violins are available .. hopefully or do not have to choose to violate or other stringed instrument, I do not want any wind will not catch my attention. Nor do I want a bass, because even a 'big and cool' according Sakura, actually I'd be afraid to carry a big thing because I would spend the instrument and should walk to the streets .. . as Sakura o_O and that's scary.
O.. as my sister, require a violin or birthday gift, or
was seeing in the auction, but that hiiiincha xD conny like 'and if you have outgrown? " 'And if it is a scam? " and so ee all the time so well see what the violin, I want pq o-or Ryuutaro Mine fell in love with the violinist of the drama I'm seeing. And his girlfriend inspires me (I forget his name, arghh!)
She if it is dry! is very good. And that comes as gay in the last chapters, is also dry. They inspire me to want to touch, like Henry Lau, my platonic love (?)
So this is the surrender to the low (?) That does not mean I'll play no more, but if I have violins not if I take classes .. I do not think I care too much bass. Although I love playing bass, make me smile.
Well, I'll ... not want to sleep yet but if my mother finds out that the pc estoi
kill me Bye